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My name is Emma. I’m tall, I like writing, drawing, fangirling and, of course, SHINee.
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#Mnemonic - Part 2
#Mnemonic - Part 1
#Mnemonic Intro
#Anon - Completed
#Excuse me Miss - Part 4
Let's all be together... One, two, three, let's begin
OMG THE NEW EXCUSE ME MISS PART IS SO GREAT!! Thank you so much for the update! Please remember to stay healthy and don't overwork yourself! We love you!!

Thanks a bunch, darling! It’ll probably be a while until it’s completed because I have no idea what to do with it now. Kind of. I kind of know what to do but not really. Yup.

But I’m so happy you’re interested in it! Thanks for the message ^^

Please tell me "MNEMONIC" has more than 4 parts. I am so in love with this one.

I think it actually has 5…
Yup, it has five. I just forgot to check ^^

Excuse Me Miss (Taemin) - Part 5

Because I’m trying to clean up house, here. 
And I have no idea where I’m going with this and I haven’t touched it in ages so I’m just throwing it out here have fun.
Remember that the original story belongs to the lovely minearebigger and I’m just stealing it from her. 
Totally kidding.
She gave it to me I swear.
I hope everyone’s having a good weekend!

  • Things are getting dangerous.

 Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5



“Hey, Taemin?”

Taemin glances around like he’s hearing things even though you’re right in front of him, and you purse your lips and reach out to prod him in the chest, just barely manage to knick his necklace because of the counter kind of being in the way.

Taemin smiles and you raise your brows when he suddenly presses his palm to his breast, jaw dropping in surprise. “You’re actually addressing me?” He croons, and you accept the sarcasm because you’ve simmered down since that night. It takes two people to fight, after all. “I’m so humbled.”

Taemin’s smirking, and you swirl the contents of your glass that you honestly don’t recall the name of. “You could have tried to talk to me first.”

“You wouldn’t have answered,” he replies simply, and you stare for a good half minute because Taemin doesn’t know what you would or wouldn’t have done.

Well, he does actually because he’s right, you wouldn’t have responded to him.

“Fine, fine,” he waves, sets down his rag and gives you his full attention. “What’s up?”

You weren’t expecting him to give in so easily, but you should know by now that Taemin doesn’t hold grudges. So you peak over your shoulder to where Minho’s slipped into Jinki’s office, and when you turn back to Taemin you see that he’s followed your gaze.

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Mnemonic (Jonghyun) - Part 2

So I really adore this story and some feedback would be absolutely wonderful *batbatwinkwinksigh*
I hope everyone is doing well! I’m home for the weekend and trying to update a few things. I just changed the theme, so let me know what you guys think! I was going for a more professional feel, but I do miss all the little pictures. *more wistfully sighing*
I’m working on a little surprise for the month, as well, so hopefully that’ll be up soon. Or at all. I really am terrible, aren’t I? 
It’s good to be back, guys! I love you all~

  • It’s not like you’re running away.

Intro / Part 1 / Part 2


Minho is… not exactly Jonghyun’s mistress like you initially thought.

Minho’s not really a mistress. Okay, so he’s extremely far from it; but with the way Jonghyun sneaks around to meet the other boy and has kept his existence to the bare minimum of a name and the intuitive sense on your part that Minho must be a patient, you’ve had to make up your own stories about what their relationship is and why Minho is so important. To the company and Jonghyun and apparently now to you.

Your theory is that Minho and Jonghyun were childhood friends who were totally gay for each other; but Minho’s dad found out and shipped the boy off to boarding school in Australia where he was drafted into the Mafia and was captured on a mission in France and kept in an underground bunker for three months where he was brutally abused and experiment on and then rescued by the CIA because of his advanced skill sets and was returned to Korea as the President’s bodyguard but suffered an emotional breakdown from the torture he received during his imprisonment and then attempted an assassination on the Prime Minister but was taken in by the Company after a trade between the government for him and three billion in hush money.

Turns out you were actually pretty spot on.

But apparently it was North Korea, not France.

And you still think they’re totally gay for each other.

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Dear every fandom under the sun: dating is not a scandal. Hiding a relationship is not a poor reflection on the idol — it’s a poor reflection on the fans, because they’ve already proven they can’t handle real life. If anyone’s betraying anyone, it’s the fans betraying the idols by acting like such self-righteous malcontents. Those who tell idols they need to be more accountable for their words and actions need to look in the mirror and have some personal accountability. Yes, I’m talking to YOU. Yes, I’m talking about YOUR idol — only, they’re not actually “yours,” and you need to fucking understand that. Good bye.



Ummmmm hi :) I was wondering....I know it's been like a year since it was last updated, but do you think you'll ever finish fools in love? The Taemin one? I'm kind of obsessed with it :D <3

As recently/previously stated, I will be continuing Fools in Love, but on my own time when I feel like I can do it some justice. Right now I’m just too swamped with other projects, both for the blog and more importantly for school, to work on everything at once. I’m glad you’re still interested in it, though ^^



I can't begin to express what "Mnemonic" makes me feel and I think you've barely scratched the surface of this story. I just want to say , this is so brilliant. Thanks a lot Emma , your writing is beautiful. They make me feel so good about being in this fandom even if the scenarios do tear me into pieces at times. But good writing is so hard to come by and I myself fail at writing so thanks I guess and hope you keep getting more amazing.

Thank you soo SOOOOOOOOOOOO much for this message. This story really means a lot to me, like most of my writing does, and to get feedback is absolutely wonderful and helpful and just gahhh thank you  you are spectacular and deserve all the cookies in the world ^^


Don’t drag shinee into this mess

Mnemonic (Jonghyun) - Introduction

So this is the beginning of a very long and complicated project that I absolutely adore and hate but love yet despise and oh my gosh I can’t believe I’m posting it but here it is.
It’s my baby.
Please be kind to my baby.
Also, there is language so be aware of that. 
Also, go head and check out Part 1 because it’s been posted, too. 

  • There are worlds inside the words.

Intro / Part 1


There are moments of clarity in your life, scenes where the petulant, dreary fog that seems to make up the majority of your childhood dissipates into something… brighter.

One happy memory, the few and far between you had growing up, involved your mother giving you your first art kit. It was a couple years old and missing the red and purple paints, obviously a nab from a local garage sale; but it was yours, and it was the one gift that your absent parent actually put thought into. Christmases were usually spent alone while Mom worked a double shift at a local diner or a gas station. If birthdays were remembered it was practically a miracle.

After all, who wants to celebrate the life of a child you never wanted to have and who made the man you love run away?

Obviously it wasn’t just good ‘ole Pop who had commitment issues.

The memories after that, the ones not coated in cigarette smoke and the hazy steam of under the counter drugs, involved school. Before you got kicked out for vandalism.

In your defense, it was totally art.

But school was a safe haven, a place you enjoyed being in much less for the people and more for the fact that teachers there, despite your stagnant average grades, thought you could succeed in life. Thought you had potential and talent. Thought that there was a reason for you to live.

Who would have thought they’d be right.

But you’re almost certain that they had in mind an artist or an author. Becoming one of the country’s best superheroes probably wasn’t on the counselor’s suggestive career paths. 

Mnemonic (Jonghyun) - Part 1

Annnnddd here we ago. First part. Whoop whoop. I’m so tired. I hope you guys like my baby. Please love it. 

  • We’re all pawns in the palm of someone else’s hand.

Intro / Part 1


Jonghyun is… infuriating.

So is Taemin for that matter. And you certainly can’t scratch Minho from the list of most annoying characters in your life who seem bent on making every day of your rather unremarkable existence absolutely miserable. Jinki is a bit more tolerable.

But Jonghyun takes the top tier of the cake.

It was a routine job. So routine that maybe you had a bit more fun with the robbers than you should have had; but the guy called you a bitch and you’re no lazy susan. No one insults you, stranger or family, and he figured that out when you decided to write him into his own tragic story.

Trapped in ice sounds like a nice ending to an animated show on primetime.

Or for the cover of that morning’s paper.

“You’re a child,” Jonghyun sighs, voice controlled just like the rest of his life. “And an infuriating one at that.”

At least you’re on the same page.

“It’s not like I killed him,” you call out while rummaging in the fridge for anything that’s not some health food kick gone bizarre. Minho’s felt the need to enhance his already pristine condition and has replaced every grain product in the humble abode with gluten free projects. Your lifetime supply of chocolate milk has magically turned into power shakes.

The guy is already 1% body fat why is he dieting?

“He called me a cold-hearted bitch so I stuck him in a block of ice,” you shrug, reaching over to grab a napkin and you slip your pen from behind your ear. “I left him breathing and everything.”

“You’re a hero, ______.”

“Awww, that’s sweet.” You gleam, smile charming and acidly sarcastic.

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Hi! do you have and great books to recommend? favourite authors etc.? anything will do! :)

My all time favorite books are:

Before I Fall - Lauren Oliver

The Sky is Everywhere as well as I’ll Give You the Sun - Jandy Nelson

Looking for Alaska - John Green

The Lover’s Dictionary - David Levithan (and pretty much anything by him)

My Life Next Door - Huntley Fitzpatrick

The Distance Between Us - Kasie West

Anna and the French Kiss - Stephanie Perkins

But if you check my About Me page, I have more books listed ^^ 
It hasn’t been updated recently, but I’ll work on that when I have the time!

i love you. oh my goodness i love how you support shinee all the way and i love how you fight for your beliefs and i love how you want to bring awareness to other people about the problems of the world (i also love iwonderhowitfeels) and i love how even when you're stressed about everything and feel depressed you still have time to listen to us and give us support (i was the one who wrote about their parents divorcing.) i just want to tell you i love you and i'll thank you forever~ ^^ LOVE YOU!!

This was so super sweet and gosh just thank you. Thank you so much for your kind words. I’ve been seriously neglecting you guys and the blogs lately, but hopefully I can make it up to you all soon ^^

Thank you so much, you and everyone else, for sticking with me for this long. I’ll do my best to be more active and bring more joy (and most likely tears) to everyone once more. 


hi emma! so i've been a big fan of yours since 2012. and i guess i just wanna say i miss you? i know we don't know each other personally but your stories keep engraving a little bit of you in my heart all the time. so yeah. i miss you. and you don't even have to answer this. just know that i really like you as a person and you're amazing and i love you and ugh. i wish you were a real life friend of mine - lois

I’m so so sooooo happy to hear this, Miss Lois. Thank you so much for thinking of me and enjoying my stories and just being alive. I’m sorry my response is so late and I’ve been off the map lately, but hopefully I’ll be back soon ^^

And I’d love to be your friend. But just so you know, I’m not a very good one. I get irritable really easily and I’m extremely selfish an and introverted at times. You guys see my good side most of the time ^^;;
But I still accept your friend request. Yes. We are now friends. Have a marvelous day, my love.

So wait is Minho no longer your bias? It doesn't really matter I'm simply curious ^_^

He is, but he isn’t? I’ve discussed it before in greater detail, but I’d have to dig for the post and I’m too lazy to do that right now ^^;;

But basically he’s my best friend bias, but Jonghyun is my boyfriend bias. I could never see myself with Minho, but I could see us just being goofy fools together while we played sports or stuffed or faces. Our temperament’s are very similar, as well as our interests, so we’d make great friends.

Jonghyun, on the other hand, is someone that I could fall in love with if given the chance. His mind and heart are truly amazing. Not that the other member’s are lacking or anything, but Jonghyun is someone who I could discuss politics and third world problems with and then cuddle on the couch and write together and then we could each have our alone time and not worry about having to fill the silence. 

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